"There is no better than adversity. Every defeat, every heartbreak, every loss, contains its own seed, its own lesson on how to improve your performance the next time." Malcolm X

Wow!  I am a two-time Triathlete this year.  I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!  Can you ? 

Sorry I haven't written in a while.  I have been extremely busy with work and life.  I thought about it, often, but when I sat down at the computer, I had other pressing things to do.  Well, I AM BACK!  Did you miss me?  The Phat Athlete is in the house!  Hee hee.

So, last you knew of me, I was recovering from the Pacific Grove Triathlon (can't believe I am saying this) and getting ready for the See Jane Run Women's Triathlon.  Well, I did that one too! (can't believe I am saying this, again!)  It was a little more difficult than the Pacific Grove Triathlon.  Well despite the poor planning, lack of organization, late start, difficult transition area, and HOT WEATHER, I finished.  DFL!  Yes I did friends, I finished Dead Freaken Last!  But I was determine to not cut the course short like a lot of participants did. 

So I know you want to hear about my experiences.  Well, I cramped as soon as I got in the water.  My legs were mad at me for walking so much and probably not stretching well enough before swimming.  When I was getting out of the water, I was so dizzy I almost fell over.  I managed to stay upright though and make that long trek on concrete and slippery mud (thank goodness for my little water shoes) to my transition area.  I did better in transition this time.  Only 10 minutes. :)  Yay!  Still long, but dang it, I was dizzy.  I had to close my eyes for a moment; no I did not take a nap!

I transitioned to my bike and got to the road.  I felt like I was one of the last people on the road.  I started pedaling and lo and behold, THAT CRAMP CAME BACK!  All I could do was drink, drink, drink and take some tums (I forgot my banana in the car...).  I was a mile out and had to stop until the cramp went away.  After the cramp subsided, I carefully continued on the route.  I wasn't gonna stop because of no STINKEN CRAMP!  The route sucked to me.  Too many cars; we rode down a street on the wrong side of the road; the Police being mean and stopping us; and it was getting hotter and hotter.  I wish sometimes I was a faster biker.  It was a flat course except one small hill.  Well, it was at that hill that the heat got to me and instead of my knee cramping up, MY WHOLE LEG cramped up.  OOOUUUCCCCHHHH!  I had to walk up the last 100 feet because I could not take it any more.  As I was walking, SAG came by to see if I was ok.  I told him I was cramping and he offered me a solution.  He gave me some electrolyte or sodium pills (I would not have took them but I was desperate and they were in a sealed package) to help me out.  I took them, drank some fluids and got back on my bike and headed back at about 17 miles an hour.  The cramp went away and I got to my transition area feeling good.  I took my shoes off and felt weird.  I thought I was sick but realized I was just HOT!  It was about 83 degrees in Pleasanton at 1045 AM!  GRRR and I still had 3 miles to jog.  So, I poured water on my head and sucked it up and headed out on my jog.  Little did I know it was mostly unshaded.  OMG!  Now I know why many of the participants took it short.  Well, I am no punk.  Maybe short, fat, and silly, but I am definitely not gonna punk out because of heat!  So I started my walk and about a half mile in I started throwing up... EVERY 15 steps... So I stopped jogging and walked only.  I was still throwing up my favorite work out food... Cliff Bars (yuck.. sorry)... and there was nothing I could do.  I drank lots of water, ate GU, and walked in that ridiculous heat.  I met a lady at the water stop who walked with me.  I forget her name but she was an Awesome support person.  She kept reminding me to breathe and taught me some techniques that I did not know (I need to take YOGA).  She walked with me for about 2 mile.  That was the longest two miles of my life.  I was so tired, it was so hot, I was so thirsty, but I kept walking.  Yes I did... I walked.

Finally we got close to the end and picked up another person from the last water stop who walked with us.  These two ladies were so wonderful.  Sara says I always meet friends when I go out.  She is right... I do!  I think people can't believe I am out there doing what I am doing and they want to be in my positive glory... Ok... I am feeling myself right now.  But really, I think at a Phat Athlete, people can't believe I am trying as hard as they are and feel empathy or excitement to see me trying.  I am glad people recognize that.  I can't lose this weight sitting on my butt watching TV right?  I hope I can be inspiration to others to think that way.  It is not about when you finish, it is more important that you finish.  And in 85 degree heat, I finished.

I rounded the shoot about 1210pm.  I was exhausted.  It usually takes me about 45 to 55 mins to walk three miles.  This took 1 hour and 30 minutes.  I was a little defeated in my mind because I knew I could do better.  But then I reminded myself about how horrible the weather was, what our training weather was like and that this was my first time trying something like this.  I reminded myself (in my mind of course) that I am just here to finish and not to race anyone but myself.  Well when I got to the finish line, I was the winner!

Big thanks and KUDOS to Sara for waiting for me.  She is such an awesome inspiration.  I am going to catch her one day, not tomorrow, but in a year or two at one of these events and show her how much of an inspiration she really is.  I was greeted by the See Jane Run Staff who actually waited for me with Sara!  They presented me with my medal, a pretty RED Cape, and some beautiful flowers that I have since killed. (Darn heat!)  As excited as I was about this wonderful reception, I was so exhausted!  I was the last person on the route.  It was about 88 degrees now and all I could smell was carne asada cooking on the grill.  After photos, water, and salty things, Sara (my Girl! THANKS!) and I grabbed my stuff and thew it in my truck and I headed out.  I could not believe I finished this event.  I was so beat and tired that I could not eat for 4 hours.  I went to another event in Vallejo and discovered it was 100 degrees outside.  All I could do was drink water.  I finally went home, ate some food and slept for 12 hours.  I wasn't as tired from the Pacific Grove Tri as I was from the Pleasanton Tri.  I guess the weather really made a difference.  I was dehydrated for more than 18 hours.  I thought I was hydrated but I guess not.  Now I know what do next time we expect a heat wave!

So, now I am training for the Scottsdale Marathon.  I am going to pass on Nike because my knee is just now getting back in shape and I need not stress it.  I am looking forward to walking with my Mom in Arizona.  I am looking forward to completing my fourth event this year!  Can you believe it?  Oh, and by the way, I am down 30 pounds.  Isn't that GREAT?

I hope to see you out there with me soon moving and shaking both literally and figuratively.  Nothing beats a failure but a TRY.

Have a GREAT day friends!  Don't forget to TRI something new today!

Best,

Phat Athlete